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Chester Bennington
Name: Vanessa Tan
Age: 17
Gender: Half male half female

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- Brad Delson
- Chester Bennington
- Joe Hahn
- Mike Shinoda / Mike Shinoda Blog
- Dave "Phoenix" Farrel
- Rob Bourdon

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Sing it.

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SHINee
Friday, December 25, 2009

Finally, long lost blog, I come home! XD

So, as you all know, my new love is.... TADAA SHINee!
And they're coming to Singapore on 9th and 10th February 2010 :)
(At least that's what a fan has comfirmed.... D:)


















OMG WHAT HAPPENED LOL!!! It's a show :) I haven't watch... maybe later ^^
Onew (BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE LMAO), Taemin (HE LOOKS THE BEST), dunno who, Joonghyun (must not do this again!!), Minho (OMG, he must not where something like this anymore!), Key (my sis says he looks pretty too! HAHA XD)



6:59 PM


Graduation Day
Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Finally, we've graduated!!

I feel old now...

Took lots of photos in school, uploading into Facebook...
It's going to burst!!!
Over 100++ photos!

Then still got photos in Qi Hui's house!
LOL!
That one also will make Facebook explode!

It was really fun to spend time with you all in Qi Hui's house.
Including playing Wii [boxing, tennis, bowling], mahjong [even though most of you all don't know how to play], listening to Daw's father's speeches XD [haha, it was really humourous], BAND [we sang "lang hua yi duo duo" lmao!], cosplay [me and qi hui, really random! D:], eat [pizzahut and KFC, lmao], Guitar Hero [we didn't play, the CD couldn't load :( but we still had fun in preparing the guitars and drums, lmao], etc.

FUN FUN FUN...

And then Daw and Lee Heng cried...
sigh~~
Lee Heng cried because she'll be missing Daw Daw... and lots of stuff
Daw daw cried because Lee Heng cried...

I couldn't cry because I finished my dinner...
[too full to cry, the tears all stuck in the stomach]

If wanna enjoy the photos, please kindly go to my Facebook and see..
Lazy to upload here lar~~

By the way, after I walked to Sunway's main entrance there, heard this song "Viva Forever" by Spice Girls.
Kind of touched...
It was kind of like farewell song you know?
The song always make me feel sad one loh...
'coz the sound lar!
But it's nice!!!

Go go!
Must listen!!


Viva Forever - Spice Girls






11:23 PM


So many things, so little time to think
Thursday, October 29, 2009

Lies and not lies... what's the difference?

Help and not help... what's the difference?

Life is so miserable.

When you get a good thing, the other thing might gone bad.

One is getting more cheerful, the other is getting more desperate.

Two contrast...

Can we balance it back?

Is our decision right, for forcing you too much?

What he said, is it true?
Must we obey?

Can time wait for us awhile, instead of rushing to the end of the world?

Aren't we learning patience?

YOU SHOULD BE WAITING US, GIVE US SOME TIME TO FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT!

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I'm like writing a poem...

Anyway...

Must start to study...
or else there's not turning back, seriously...

Father and mother agreed to buy costumes, so I must guai guai and study...
when I'm done with autograph papers...
gahh!!

So many of them!!

I hope Kakashi might "pooof" and appeared in front of me and helped me do stuff...

This is so unrealistic.

P.S.: Just hope you can read this and never give up.

Dunno to go to school or not, tomorrow... GARHHHshaldkdsjaldjkasjdl!!!! *dooooot*


7:01 PM


My new love
Thursday, October 22, 2009

HATAKE KAKASHI!














<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


9:59 PM


Midvalley
Sunday, October 11, 2009


Daw daw wearing mini skirt




Sexy leh?

Zhi yee got a few photos of her wearing OTHER clothes!
HAHAHAHA!

Sadly her computer broke down, can't use...
or else she should be able to see this...

[if you have her facebook, go look for her pet, Dicky, from Pet Society!!!! Coconut shells and hula-hula hawaii skirt HAHAHAHAHA]


6:47 PM


Unappreciated

Sent some chain mails to my friends...

unexpectedly, she replied me with a mail saying that "please stop sending chain mails"...
[you should feel lucky that I sent mails to you, because I feel that you READ them, and I sent mails to people I do CARE much about...]

and for your information, I don't simply send chainmails to people... unless it's exciting or interesting...

I felt really deeply hurt [and I know she will not be reading this because she doesn't know about my blog]
but of course, she's just an Internet friend, guess I shouldn't take her friendship so seriously?

You know, the most thing I hate about people, excluding dishonesty, backstabbers, is people unappreciate what I did...
and what I did come from my heart...

Do you know how much it hurts a heart when you say things unappreciately?
and it's not like I'm killing her whole family or whatsoever...
I just sent mails to her because I want to share whatsoever joy, excitements, etc.
I didn't know what I did was "annoying"...

God damn it.

maybe I shouldn't be so kind to her...
and sometimes, even I was annoyed, I never tell her...
Maybe it's time for me to change to be a meaner person, or better word, straight forward.

Sometimes, being a good person just won't get good endings, will they?

but if you really feel annoyed, tell me [even though I will really get upset or feeling like this once more], but it's effective to stop me from sending such MAILS.

thank you.
and I shall be really silent to her, from... now.

guess I shouldn't please her so much back then.


6:37 PM


Cosplay
Thursday, October 8, 2009


Uchiha Itachi (Naruto)



Aerith Gainsborough (FF7)




Yokune Ruko (Vocaloid), maybe, or for next year's plan XD
[can pair with Qi Hui!!!! <3]





3:34 PM


Crowds
Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I hate crowds.


11:57 PM


Trials
Monday, October 5, 2009

I am so dead...

Especially Bio, Chemistry and Physics..
Dunno how I'm going to fail them..
damn...

I think my Bio Paper 2 can only get around 30... same goes with my chemistry...
gah!
my physics I dunno, 'coz I forgot the craps I've written.

Damn, the three most important subjects, I'm ruining my life!

And the Paper 1 and 3...
gah...
Didn't do as well as I thought!

Especially Physics...
I'm freaking going to die.
Grr!!

Sei loh...
Tomorrow if get results...
Haiiy....

Hopefully can get all those bad results first...
At least let me hopeless awhile... so I can be able to hope for better things.


10:48 PM


Crawl Back In
Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Dead by Sunrise's first Single - Crawl Back In





CHESTER IS FREAKING SEXEH! <3
Love him so so so much...

Okay, so maybe I don't like much of the screaming part...
but the song is still nice!

And it DOES sound like Grey Daze [he's first formal band... HE WAS JUST 16 BACK THEN! OR YOUNGER!]

Enjoy!

P.S.: I FINALLY FOUND CHESTER'S OFFICIAL WEBSITE. WHOOT!

CBennington


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